[...okay...he'll just kind of wait that out -- oh, wait. He takes his hat off, propping it on his hand and showing her.]
My hat is 'Russian', too. Ushanka. See? It's got ears, like, uh...ushi, right?
[ugh, he feels so weird without his hat, but he's feeling pretty fucking weird about this whole dang conversation, so whatever!!! Rules...]
Like... When you're older, you're supposed to know more. You need to know how to act and where to go, all by yourself. And because she's in charge, she has rules that say what she can and can't do while she's teaching you. You have rules like that, too, but not fucking, like...as many. You don't know enough to want to do something you're not supposed to, because you don't know what that is.
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My hat is 'Russian', too. Ushanka. See? It's got ears, like, uh...ushi, right?
[ugh, he feels so weird without his hat, but he's feeling pretty fucking weird about this whole dang conversation, so whatever!!! Rules...]
Like... When you're older, you're supposed to know more. You need to know how to act and where to go, all by yourself. And because she's in charge, she has rules that say what she can and can't do while she's teaching you. You have rules like that, too, but not fucking, like...as many. You don't know enough to want to do something you're not supposed to, because you don't know what that is.